Sunday, October 24, 2010

here

http://tikcufko.blogspot.com/

Thursday, October 07, 2010

The end

of my blog.
Oh we have come a long way.
I've deleted my older posts because I don't like the way I was thinking at the time.

I'm going to make this short so I can still read my amazing birthday present in the future :]
Sorry, I had to read it early!

So basically I'm abandoning this blog because it's been passed onto someone that I don't want reading it starting with "Selina's" and ending with "Mum".
HAHA. Yeah, seriously.
I may or may not start a new one. If I do, you better be good at stalking to find it.

I would like to say it's going to be a cliché fairytale ending to my stories
but no it isn't.

Thanks for caring enough to read ♥

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Your turning 16 in 2 days :D

I don't really know you that well i reckon.
But one way i 'do' know you is that the first thing you'll notice about this blog is that i spelt 'your' incorrect. Fuck you i'm never changing that.
:D <-- this is also the face you punched several times cause there wasn't any punching bags at the time. 8===D-- <-- no you couldn't of punched nellys balls cause then he'll think you like him back and rape you. Just like Usher, but in reality.
Oh btw this is her friend and this is how i'm giving her my present. Writing a blog hahaha. Your smart, you know cause you know how shit i am at gifting presents and you know its a blog or nothing :L
Just now you were acting like a 5 year old wanting her present haha, please don't hurt me.
I've known you for around 2 years and 10months or someshit but i guess we've grown pretty tight?

This is probably the worst blog that anyones ever gonna see here on your blog haha but here i go. Oh and you know how i came last in english for the last 2 years. 1 percent behind fucking wakelin hahah good times. don't mock my fobness.

I remember on the first day of college i was a loner coming from the outside. I remember you were standing next to some guy which turned out to be Bryan haha you guys are good friends :)
anyway, i think i sat next to hygin or meijie in the first assembly thingy and you were around 3 rows in front?
DW THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT.
you know im the most not smooth person hahha. Just describing how we met bitch.
i don't wanna go in too much detail cause i don't want people to know who i am but i have a super long dick :)
sorry.

Fuck i keep on forgetting that this is somehow meant to be a birthday post. D:
Happy birthday :)
i bet that was the worst happy birthday you've ever got haha
i'm pretty sure you have to say thanks in birthday cards and stuff so yeah,
Thank you for changing my life around that night, when you have me head, haha JOKESS.
but you seriously did, i honestly could say i snapped back into reality and drained that shit and have been clean ever since. I owe you more than i can express cause even though i believed in god and learning to trust my family and friends i honestly thought i was a disappointment to my family and didn't have any 'friends'
a friend is someone who looks after you and cares and all that corny shit.
you were the only one who actually did that for me honestly.
Apples even admitted he fucking hated me those years and everyone else.
And no, even J,L,R,S, and all that were nothing but 5 seconds of fun and 2 years of guilt. Dw were friends now but doesn't seem like it then.
We even got K in smoking again and even now i feel like i got alot of people into bad habits.
You might think 'they' were 'boys'.
they weren't.
I seriously thought they were gonna back me up no matter what.
That day came and they narked on me. From that day they noted me down as a drugdealer and had an investigation but i still said it was me. I would never give them away and i didn't. I defended P.
And from ever since during assembly and meetings every time i see the faces of the principals and deans that dealt with me, i feel like shit.
i actually feel like going up to them and saying sorry, sorry that i lied, sorry that i wasted your time, sorry that 'i' nearly got everyone kicked. What was the point. he did get kicked.
one day we were all going 100 on a 50 road and we thought that was fun. I guess it was cause we were idiots. i thank you for making me turn down the next 100 offers to do something crazy. to rob a place, to beat the shit out of someone, for everything realy :).
Thanks for bringing me panadol everyday haha i guess i owe you money :L
thank you for being the only person who worried when i passed out
the boys were like THE MAN and i was like fuck you. they thought it was a honor or something hahahah.
apart from all that gay stuff, thanks for letting me shit that part out of my life. I've been clean for nearly 8 months you know. and the one thing at lantern doesn't count and its not your fault :)
i apparently nearly got hooked that day HAHAHA

anyway, i'm sorry i couldn't be there when you rang me, like 3 times...
i'll give you advice, don't turn to me i'm hopeless haha sorry.

somehow this post is meant to be a gift.
:S how the fuck.
I still have the valentines thing btw! i dunno how to fucking upload photos here. anyway i'm sorry for all the things that are happening in your life.
You'll always have people to turn to, you think you don't but you do :D
i just remembered remember that day with the ring with K? hahaha holy shit man.
you wasted money... could have feed me. :)

Andys right you know, i have never seen a proper 'eat my shit fool' smile or laugh since year 9. We'll all be waiting for that day i guess haha
and please keep uploading blogs instead of my christmas and birthday present cominbed :)
honestly keep posting...

Have you ever seen me down even once in 10 months? you haven't. you were like this and you will be again :) i used to fake smile and laugh but now its become a habit hahahahha. fuck i'm weird.
Oh and btw i promise i will learn to windmill :L
oh and don't change your perfume. it even smells on your hands haha remember?
this is the worst letter ever written for a birthday.
Wouldn't be suprised if this got a million hits on fail.org saying 'this guy is like my shit'
oh and please study for your exams :)
there was this quote which fits you cause you think noone cares about you. i don't remember but it goes something like this.
'nobody really cares about you being miserable, so might as well be happy :)'
but people do care haha
so another corny as quote goes something like this
'The search for happiness is one of the chief sources of unhappiness'
i dunno even know what that means haha
anyway have a lovely day and please smile?

From a penus, me! :D
oh and btw during the thanks part i wanted to say
please don't cry asian girl

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Let's lighten up a bit.




I'm still beefing though.
Birthdays never work out.
Mainly cz of my Dad, tbh.

Friday, October 01, 2010

What happened?




What always happens, life.


Restart game.